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| ytd i woke up in the late afternoon, found sth to eat, went to supermkt, then went to facial place, back home,
met frds in lkf today, woke up in the late aftrenoon again, found sth to eat, played some fb games, read books, had "big crab" dinner with family, and now sitting in front of the computer i am just feeling so depressed
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| friday morning
saturaday night
sunday afternoon monday morning
monday night .... thursday night
friday morning | | |
| actually it is not difficult to make this decision if i insist life goes on and we need to move on too, today i tried to tidy up my place, threw lots of unwanted stuffs, papers, bank statements, confirmed credit cards which sent me exactly last year
by reviewing those garbages, i discovered my life was so missable before ... damn ...
this afternoon i finished the fouth vcd, that was P.S. i love you, its so dramatic, so unrealistic, quite touching but does not make sense, i don't really like it, and i went to return them and rented 4 new one, this week will be full of movies, anyways better than going out at mid night my best frd's wedding is coming, i need to be on diet and i decide to back the yoga class again, but i am too too too lazy, i hope i can attend at least 2 lessons next week carrie, u can do that, come on, u can do that, dun give up i miss u, this is the first weekend we r apart, but i cannot say i really miss u big time
i cannot let u know i love u so much .....
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| finally i watched 3 movies, no parties, stayed at home all the day and nite and just waited for someone's call but unfortunately i missed his call ... twice, the time i was taking shower
he left me one voice msg, that was "baby i called to see how r u and where r u, r u partying in lkf or not, but i couldnt reach u i will try to call u again, hey buddy pick up my phone bibi" i couldnt sleep and just waited for his call until 230am, 4am, 8am ...
finally i woke up at 2pm, and called him
seems everything is fine there, he wasnt mad at me, and he is in good mood
and he still asked me whether I go toronto next week or not i really want to go but i couldnt ... i really couldnt ...
i hope i did not make a wrong decision ......... i really wish i didnt | | |
| Today is not a special day, but i have decided to start writing sth here again
Maybe today is the first day of this year i feel so relax, i woke up in the afternoon, plan to watch 4 movies, eat sth and go party with frds at night, so relaxing without any stresses Time is running so fast since I felt reborn in feb, in these eight months, l always try to make myself busy, lots of activites, functions, parties, i really totally lost myself, no plans no preparations and so lots of things happened suddenly and unexpectedly, so awful, but they made me getting more and more mature than ever Good start now and its not too late, life is short and i need to enjoy more | | |
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